When I woke yesterday morning my neck, shoulder and the upper part of my left arm felt very painful. Whether I had slept in a strange position or whether it would have happened anyway with my loose joints, and having had pain in the shoulder for some time, I don`t know, but despite taking pain killers throughout the day the pain did not really ever subside totally.
Today I woke with the same pain in my neck, shoulder and upper part of my left arm. I have taken pain killers and am currently sitting with my arm resting on a cushion to take the weight of the arm and I am now waiting for the 4 hours to be over so that I can take some more pain killers so once again they may have taken the edge off the pain, but it has not gone by any means. Maybe some heat would help, or I could try my tens machine again, but at the moment I am feeling rather sorry for myself as I sit here trying to keep occupied so as to forget the pain for a while. Not easy.
I used to think it was cool that I had been born with hypermobile joints, after all I was the one at school who could do the splits, I was the one who could high kick above my head, I was the one who could wrap my legs around my neck and walk on my hands, tied up in knots. I was the one who used to make people pull a face and hide their eyes when I pulled my thumb down to my wrist or turned my arms backwards so that my hand faced in the wrong direction. I am now the one who wishes I could never have done any of those things. I am the one in pain.
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